I'll be Staying

That is a promise.

I grew up knowing that promises should not and must not be broken. Experiences from the past helped me to be doubtful of every word that other people will tell me. I became hesitant to make friends easily.

I promised myself not to be affected by the people around me. I'll stand firm to the decisions that I make. I'll be confident no matter what. I tried to be strong for myself alone.

You got me. You made a difference on the life that I am living in right now. No one's perfect, but you are the most upright person that I have known so far. You keep your promises.

Today, I made a promise. I got the signs. Don't worry. I'll be staying no matter what.

My Boyfriend and his "HOBBY"

I was a bit pissed with his idea of going somewhere in Taft just to join a tournament for StarCraft. Yeah. I'm jealous. I know, I'm childish. But so what? I want his full attention when I'm telling my story. I want to hear his opinions when I am struggling to seek for some.

I super hate you right now. You make me feel unimportant.

*I'm just ranting all my ugly thoughts about this PC game. Nothing personal*

You're Still Be The Only One

I love how you touch me. The way you give me that look when I did something wrong. You are my confidante. You keep me sane while I struggle in insanity of the world that I am living in.

You prepare to crack those oh-so-corny jokes yet you never fail to make me smile and even laugh hard.

I may always get irritated with you and your computer games, I still love you for whatever you are. Whatever you do, whatever your personality is-- I LOVE YOU.

I may not be that hundred percent sure that we'll stay together for the rest of our lives, but the fact that I have you with me today, I'll be more than thankful and hopeful for the next big things that will happen in the near future.

You may not stay the same-- in a few years, you'll have your aging look and I will have wrinkles all over my face, I'll still stay in love with you no matter what.

Thank you for accepting all my flaws. Thank you for making me your one and only "Goddess" :) I may have those unpredictable mood swings, but you are still there to help me out when I need you most.

I'll forever treasure the great times that we have shared for the past years that we have known each other.

Heart To Heart Conversations Through Facebook

Having friends and you still sane makes life still worth living for. I love you friend. I'll always be here to wipe those tears away and make you laugh. I'll listen to your sentiments over and over again and hug you tight when you needed one. ♥

Tatay, Happy Birthday. New Cousin, Welcome!

It's strange how some people you know have the same birthdays- and it's a blessing to have both in the family.

It's my grandfather's birthday today. He is now in heaven. But heaven gave us a new member in the family. We still don't know his name yet, but I suggest he'll be named after my grandfather. (hehe)

I still don't have the pictures yet but hopefully will be able to get some from my cousins.

*Dear God, thanks for everything that you have given us. Thanks for another life that you shared with us. Bless him always. Love, Joan*

P.S.
*God, pakisabi po kay tatay, mahal na mahal namin siya at miss na miss na namin siya. Maraming salamat po.*

Now It's Better

Finally, I am making my way to figure out things without haggling around. I try to make my best effort to be a good employee. I wish I could last. I probably will. Thanks for all the prayers. I knew that you're with me from the very start.

A Usual Manic Monday

It's my first day for my new work. But I already spent 13hours here at the office. I woke up early, that was around 3:30AM because what I know is that my shift would start at 5AM. At work, I waited for around 15 minutes more. Just to know that every Monday, my supposed shift is at 9AM and would last at 6PM.

Hilarious and at the same time frustrating because I am supposed to be lying in my bed longer on a Monday morning but because of my unusual ignorance, (and me assuming for my work schedule) I got to work longer than what I expected.

Lesson learned: Always ask. Don't act as if you know everything. It might lead you to an unsatisfied sleep. Hahaha.

But come to think of it. I was able to survive longer than expected.

*Holiday naman bukas. Babawi na lang ako.*